Feelings of movement

I am currently being treated for anxiety and depression. But more notably, I have the ongoing feeling of movement (as I call it) in my mind in which I have become very obsessed over. I try to explain it to medical professionals but I get nowhere. It truly feels like lines of unraveling in my mind that at times are soft and feel newly formed versus other times feeling like clay. I feel silly explaining this condition to someone in the medical field because I almost get laughed at and told that they cannot relate. It becomes frightening at times. I am prescribed Remeron, Pristiq, Ritalin, Risperdal and Ativan. I do take the Ativan which at times helps some but I still feel the same way and almost empty inside. I truly dislike the symptoms and the end result is that it is ruining my life.

Please help....thank you !

Mark