before i found out i was pregnant i was thinking of killing myself everyday and a lot of the things you said i had in common and still kinda do its causing me and my boyfriend to constantly fight because EVERYTHING bugs me. i just have been feeling better by spending time with my family and keeping busy looking for a job and doing homework other than that i havnt really found a way to cope with it sorry i cant give you better advise but i know how you feel =\ and im here if u need to vent or talk or anything

yeah me too. i was depressed for a few years.
i tried killing myself a few times. my hole life all the people i came to know as parents and family fought around me like immature unresponsible haters. and to make things worse my first boyfriend forced me into loosing my virginity and wanted to marry me and be with me forever. i was so scared of him. until i met this guy, he turned my life around and i left my first boyfriend which made alot of my depression go away.
6 months passed and i found out i was pregnant, then i started to go depressed again. but then yesterday i started bleeding heavily so i presume thats a misscarridge.
now im even more depressed. i dont even no what i want. im so confused.
i think we all are at some point.
there are rough patches in life sometimes and its hard.
but you got to see threw it.
try look on the bright side.
cause there will be one.
im here for you if you ever want to talk.

Hi there,
Your not alone though I understand how you feel, and am so sorry for your loss, I have many of the same feelings, I have 5 baby angels (James born at 28 weeks in 97, Emma born at 25 weeks in 04, 2 misscarriges in 07 and Elise born at 28 weeks in 0. Something that I found helps with my losses is doing special things to remember them. I've suffered depression for many years but have help from both mental health services and medication which I cant take while pregnant. ( I have to beautiful children alive a 7 yo son and a 23 month old daughter sadly with spina bifida. I know its not my place but I believe you should try get some help, sooner is better than later, it doesnt cure everything but help all the same. I wish you all the best with this baby, and dont worry to much about stressing your baby, my kids are very over happy and I suffered very bad depression with both. All the best hope to hear all is getting better in your next post. Am here like many others if you need to talk.