feeling of loss of reality...no emotion....scared of everything

I need help I have been fighting this for over 2yrs. I have been to many doctors and have been diagnosed with fibromalga...tackacardia...anxiety......I am currently taking beta blockers and valuim and lyrica......I feel worse day by day......the feeling of loss of reality and no emotions are the worse. if it just came and went I would think it was a panic attack.....but it doesnt its there when I wake up and when I go to sleep and all day long......once in awhile I get a break...but not offten. I feel like I am in a dream and I just keep waking up to the same nightmare every morning a for real feeling......I feel as if nothing is real even though I know it is......I feel dizzy......faint.....loss of all emotion numb....like I am going crazier every day......will this ever go away.....I am seeing a phychirtrist.....but I am so scared that this is always going to be here and I will end up in an institute somewhere.....please someone somewhere help me.....thank u.