Did you ever have a hot yearning for him when you were younger or is this new?...IMO many ages when they think a woman's sexuality should be the highest that it is instead the lowest...Find some of your romantic times of dating and bring them forward...You must learn to turn your mind around to a positive way of thinking instead of going deeper into the negative...Honey, we all have walked this path in life with you....I am not sure of the hormone issue with women of your age so I am helpless on this issue...Hopefully another woman can help....

Caroline