hi im yani 13 years old. my boyfriend and i decided to have sex and his 14. unfortunately i got pregnant because we had unprotected sex. i told him about that and we are both scared and we dont know what to do,how could we tell it to our parents'. so we decided to have an abortion after a week my period came. i think its september 2.

i have a problem. everytime i saw babies and i was emotionally carried away. i cried and always asked to myself. ' did we made the right decision? i dont know what to do sometimes i was blaming myself for what happened.

even my bf, sometimes he would say to me 'yann, maybe the right time will come for us? okay. it cheers me up but it will not erase the pain that i feels inside. i just killed the tiny little angel that grows inside me,i felt really guilty and regretted about it until now.




how could i forget about it? how could i let it go?.

even the baby is gone he/she stills here in my heart. same as her/his daddy.

hope you will read this . PLEASE. thanks.

-yani

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