I gave birth to my first child exactly 3 weeks ago and for the first two weeks everything was crazy but I loved every minute of it. I was showing signs of postpartum with crying uncontrollably and feeling inadequate like I wasnt doing anything right. I know that as hard as it is to admit, hormones are to blame for those feelings. But what I'm not sure if I can blame on hormones is the loss of that bonding feeling. For the first two weeks, I had such a newfound respect for my husband and myself. I felt so in love and like an actual family. Not to mention that he had changed and I saw a supportive and understanding side of him that has been rare over for the past 7 years we have been together. I know it sounds corny but there was just so much love and it felt perfect like I always hoped we could be. Now it's gone. I know that sounds harsh, because I feel horrible even admitting it. But we just seemed to slip right back into our old selves. I mean we are still bonding with our new daughter, separate and together but as far as us, we are distant again. Is that feeling ever going to come back between us?