I am writing this now as I have to be doing something to occupy my mind as I am suffering the same/similar symptoms on an regular basis. My symptoms generally occur (or are much worse) at night when going to sleep, starting with what I can only describe as a feeling like the dropping feeling you get in your stomach when on a roller coaster but in my head/brain? Then I get this feeling of fear and dread and really feel like I am losing my mind and it feels that everything is a dream or dream like.
My partner is fed up of me going on as she doesn't understand as she's never suffered anything like this and from the outside other than my agitation I suppose there are no real external physical ailments you can see. When this happens I have to get up and move around, come down stairs, have a drink, put the tv on or anything to occupy my mind. After a while the initial feeling of fear and insanity passes but I'm then left with a surreal dream like feeling for the next couple of days, then maybe a day or two of normality and then the cycle starts again.
I am a 32 year old man (house, family, job) and sick and tired of feeling like this and cannot believe I have no control over my feelings and am unable to just pull myself together and ignore it? I need to get this sorted as I have to young girls and CANNOT let this affect them in any way!
Thanks for listening (sorry if I've just rambled on) but I hope that if this can reassure even just one person, knowing that they are not the only ones with these symptoms and that this does happen to normal people with normal lives (no known causing incident or factor) then it will be worthwhile (I know reading these reassures me).
Thanks once again and be well.