Hey guys,
I am a 13 yr old male from asia. I am young, but I am known to be mature beyond my years. I think I am bi, or gay. I am very unusual, and not like the other boys. I am an indoors kind of guy, and I don't mix in with the other boys. Most of my friends, and all my close friends are girls. I don't know why, but none of them seem to be genuinely caring to me. I can't open up to them in the real sense. The closest of them to me is someone I'm in constant touch with via chat, but have only met 3 times. With her too, its like... I dunno... I just think....that I may never find that special genuine friend for myself. I am not sad all the time, although I am not happy. I am always pitying myself, even though I tell myself I will pull through. I feel like I am surviving life, not living it... I feel as if...I'm lost within the crowd on my own...with no one to help me out. I am not close to anyone... and I feel as if...nobody cares about me...nobody loves me...nobody gives a damn...Pls help me out...your suggestions would be a great help.
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