i say to my self everyday i just want to be normal again.

i'm tired of feelin unwanted feelins all day long like somethings wrong with me.

and just want to go to the doctor to get a checkup done but they are backed up right now til the end of the month.

this is killin me all because i have panic attacks and don't want to have anything to do with anybody.

but to be by myself...and it sucks ya'll. does anybody suffer from anxeity?

i don't have insurance or a job right now so i have to go to a free clinic.

and it feels like its takin forever to get here.

can i take a pain killer to calm me down from this or what?