I feel the same way. I have dreamlike hallucinations that accur in waking state, sort of in the backgtound like radio. I'm pretty sure it's subconcious leaking into concious and I've become aware of it. Only through drugs and sleep deprivation did I become aware of it. It is a key to the back channels of the mind, and I would recommend learning all you can about mysticism and wicca, and esoterica before running to western medicinal solutions. I'm on that path, and though not for the faint hearted, it may be more rewarding than learning to ignore a side of life. Cary