I don't know what to do i have been throwing up after eating for about 2 years now! i stopped eating once 4 a week and then went drinking and got really badly drunk then my mum found out i stopped eating and she started watching me and making sure i was eating so then i started throwing up after eating again and then i started going down hill always trying to skip meals and i would even go about 3 days without eating. But then it got worse and i didn't eat 4 8 weeks and my weight went down rapidly! Then one day i just really really wanted 2 be normal again because, it was even getting hard for me to have a drink because, i just felt sick and awful after i had had something to drink so, i told my step dad about it and then i started getting loads of help and now i am seeing two counsellors a dietion and a pedatriction but, they don't seem to be helping and I am getting fed up of telling my story to them all. It has been about a month since i told my step dad and the counsellors have got me eating a quater of a sandwhich a day and this week they want me to try eating half a sandwhich. But i can eat it but after it i go and throw it up and do loads and loads of excersises. But i don't know how to tell anyone because, i think they will be disappointed in me and i think my mum will start watching me all the time again and i don't want that. I don't know what to do. I felt awful wed night after i had had something to eat even though i threw up and did loads and loads of excersies i still felt sick and fat and felt like crap and now i havent eaten since then but, my mum is trying to get me to have something but i really don't want to. I really feel like giving up because, i don't feel that i will ever get better and be normal and I feel like i will always be throwing up and not eating for 3 or 4 days for the rest of my life. I just don't know what to do please will someone help me.