Swesmilz, that's not helpful at all, in fact, it can make some people feel even worse.
Adelejane1990, not sleeping properly is a very bad thing. That's one of the main reasons that brought me in such a bad state. I know it's hard but that would be a step towards getting better. Try to get a proper sleeping schedule. It won't be easy but you have to do it.
How can your bf get sick of you? Saying that automatically tells me he doesn't care for you. He has to help you, not to get sick of you. People have problems. When you can't pass them by yourself, those close you gotta help you. If they won't , then who will? If they won't, it's clear to me that only you consider them close.