Hello I am 24 and I am living for 14 years almost with troubles with fecal matters and toilets.
My problem is: When I go out, "off routine", to unfamiliar places, with people I don't know, I get into stress, of not having a place nearby, to do my needs (again, this is not urine), so I prepare myself, and release myself well before. But its always on my mind, when I am at work, and a lady asks if I wanna go eat with her, at first I am frozen and I straight get stressed and afraid of being in a situation where I have to release myself, and eventually poo on myself..Like it happened many times before.
When I do new things, I get stressedanxious, my bowel starts feeling heavy, and I feel the need to go, even If I went earlier. And the weight just goes on and on, gasses starts to exit, and a PAIN is felt in my lower stomach,an intense pain. At this point, I know, I will have to find a discreet place to do my business otherwise I'll poo in my pants.
My life is horrible..Can you please help?