My ex was very abusive. I mean we had our good times, but most of the time we had bad times. He did drugs, which hurt and he would become emotionally distant whenever we fought. He just wouldn't care and he would tell me then then leave (we lived together) I did everything for him. I cleaned, cooked, packed, served... everything.
I just don't understand. If I did everything, If I put in everything I had why did it end? And more importantly why on earth am I have the urge to call him to make up. We have been broken up for five months now and I am just getting this feeling. I am usually a sane person, why in the hell do I still want to get back together?