hi my name is abbie, and am 24 years of age, me and my boyfriend have only been in a relationship for 8months now. however 4years ago i had an abortion from my previous relationship. after that i experienced an eating disorder, i lost 10kg and was weighing 42kg. for a 2years i tried to cope with it in my own way.

however i got through it, i gained back 8kg now 2years after i find out am pregnant again and i do not want to keep the baby because i have so much going on for me at the moment.

since i found out, am experiencing emotional times, for instance i will be crying the whole day, i get upset with little things and i get really angry. its really getting too much for me i do not know what to do. i know am not depressed, but i feel like i have no control of myself, am stressed, angry that i am putting myself through this again. how could you advise me