I have suffered from Anorexia at 14 to 19 and bulimia for 27 years.
I have started drinking a bottle of wine a night but need to stop this self destruct. I haven't had a wine for a week and am trying to control my eating and have lost 3ILs. I am 8 stone 4 and 5Ft 6 but think I am fat.
I'm 80k in debt and I don't know how to move forward.
I think of suicide because of the debt yet run a company so am seen as successful. I was abused as a child but it is not an issue.
I have 2 gorgeous young boys and a lovely husband who knows nothing of this.
Don't ask me to tell him as I can't. Its not an option.
How do I start to understand what normality is?