I am unsure if I have or not and am having troubles dealing with it. I constantly am consumed with the thoughts of food and I eat normal meals but when no one is looking I continue to eat, I also lie about what I eat and how much I exercise. I am embarrassed and ashamed. I think about the next meal even when I am currently just starting one meal. I am 5'4" am 168lbs, I was 120 3yrs ago and would likd to get back around there. But food consumes me and I am too embarrased of gyms. I live in SK, CAN so it is hard to go outdoors in this -40 weather. I have tried every diet, cleanse, fast there is but I lie, cheat, and continue to think about food. When no one is home I over indulge, or I will hide the food and hope no one sees me eating it. When I get into a bad binge I will throw food away just so I won't eat it. Unsure of what to do.