Eat and force myself to be sick Posted: 03-07-08 16:02pm
Hey, I joined this forum because i need
some advice, and I'm scared, and hoped you
guys would be able to help me.
So, a few weeks ago, i decided i basically
hated myself, was fat, ugly, everything.
So, all i did was eat a chocolate bar ( i
wasn't planning on throwing up btw) and i
just ate it so quickly, i then went to the
toilet and forced myself to be sick.
Anyway, day after - Monday, I skipped
breakfast, lunch.. had a plum at 3:00pm,
but as soon as i got home, i had to throw
it back up. Just a plum.
Now, since then, I've been doing that.
Plus, after every meal i have to throw
that up too.
So this is my day : No breakfast, No
lunch, Have a piece of fruit at 3:00pm,
throw it back up as soon as i get home,
have dinner about 7:30-8:00, throw it back
up.=, straight after.
I can't stop doing this, i'vw tried, but i
just CAN'T. This is why i need your help.
Please, im starting to get obsessed with
my weight. I look at thin girls in my
class and get jealous.
Also, what does this really mean? IS it an
eating dissorder? and is it anorexia, or
bulimia?
And what will happen to me, will people
start to realise?
Please help, i'm only 14, and want to get
help asap.
:(
Thanks.xx
(sorry if its too long!)
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v00d00cita
Advanced Support Team
Joined: 04 Mar 2006 Posts: 709 Location: ,
Posted: 03-08-08 07:24am
Hi, welcome to this forum,
As soon as you recognize that you do have
a problem, you see that you really want to
get better and that you want help. You can
stop - just like you forced yourself to
start it, you can do it to stop it. It
costs a lot, and takes a lot of your
energy and strength, but you can do it. I
did it.
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bibisim
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Aug 2007 Posts: 76
Posted: 03-15-08 15:20pm
Never do purging again. Do u want to end
up a 30 years old with an ed?
a skinny can get fat and a fat can get
skinny, but u will never ever get to ur
classes back and regain the time u lost
head down in the toilet! i believe there
are classmates who study better than u,
why not to catch up with them, this would
be more reasonable.....and have fun, be
kind to others and u will receive this
positive back!
get help if needed, trust ur mom or a
close person......
love
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<3_4_rock:)
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Mar 2008 Posts: 7 Location: deep inside of a parallel universe, new mexico united states
bad idea! Posted: 03-22-08 07:51am
Trust me, you don't want to go down that
path. I was in your situation for a while
too, so i should know. It seems like a
good idea right now but the negatives
greatly outweigh the positives!
Dehidration, tooth decay, damage to the
esophagus, stomach cramps; just to name a
few. Plus in time it slows down your
metabolism to the point where if you tried
to eat normal again, you would gain back
the weight that you lost and then some!
My advice would be to see a professional
if after what i told you, you still feel
like purging.
Another good idea would be to look up the
side effects for yourself.
If you ever need advice i'm here to help
with whatever you can, just private
message me or something =]
Hope i was helpful
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cassandra2
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Apr 2008 Posts: 17
hello Posted: 04-18-08 19:58pm
I am really sorry to hear that you're
going through this. I know that I'm not a
doctor or anything but from my experience
and what your message tells me it really
does sound like you are battling bulimia
and even a little bit of anorexia. If you
are throwing up your meals and you are
obseeded about your weight there is
definitely a problem. Just a question..you
said that you ate a chocolate bar the one
day and ate it so fast you had to throw it
up? I don't understand that part. What
made you want to throw it up? You
literally forced yourself to because you
didn't like the way you were feeling or
you actually were so sick that you threw
up on your own? So since that time you
were just throwing up because your body
was used to it or you liked it because you
knew you weren't gaining any weight or
calories. Well...you throwing up all your
meals like that is the worst thing that
you could possibly do. First off..you are
going to get dehydrated, tooth decay,
problems with your throat and esophagus,
and stomach issues which I really don't
think that you want. Why don't you just
try going to a dietitian or a nutritionist
where they can tell you a diet that you
could be on that would prevent you from
gaining weight and you could exercise and
stay healthy that way because the way that
you are doing it now is not healthy at all
and in the long run will make you gain the
weight back on but twice. When you don't
eat and throw up your food...when you do
want to go back eating you are going to
gain the weight twice as much..the longer
you go without eating the worse it will be
so my suggestion is that you start eating
but take it slowly you know? I definitely
think that you should be telling someone
about this if you haven't already and
seeking professional help because this is
a real problem that if you let it keep
going..it will just get bigger and bigger
and you really don't want that. So my
suggestion is just get help now before
it's too late. I went through anorexia and
it wasn't fun and I got the help I needed.
Let me know if you need anything else and
I'm here if you need to talk, so just keep
me updated! and let me know what happens.
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