Easy to fall, hard to keep.

Well, I haven't met her yet, but after 41,150 chats between the 2 of us, I really thought she was the one. I am to go visit her in February, 2012. She stole my heart. For the first time in 23 years, I feel the love I have never felt. Just a week before I leave, she tells me that she found somebody that she has interest in. I thought I was going to be with her forever. We chatted so much, basically ran out of things to chat about. I just found out I was being Played. I sometimes wonder what were to happen if I was to visit her sooner?? She says easy to fall, hard to keep. I have all the qualification she is looking for. I do not lie, cheat, steal, or abuse. The hotel I booked is non-refundable. I am still working on the bus ticket. So far I have invested $400 in this trip. I have 8 days as of today to make up my mind. Any input is helpful. I could still go for the sights. But as of now, I just don't know what to do.