I'm 22year old male. And from the time i
could remember myself(since childhood) i
was sad, depressed,feeling of
hopelessness, angry and everything else
which are not considered normal. i always
had this strange feeling that i will never
be happy or normal in my life. i have no
friends, a family who don't understands me
at all, no girls(haven't talked to a
single girl casually,only in no way out
situations,now i think that's not normal)
cried like every single night in my
life.And i think I'm most and the most
unluckiest person alive. never been in to
social occasions. always had some kind of
illness thats effected my physical
appearance. To me life is like a dark
closed room with no doors or windows.And
don't believe in going to a doctor.
because i think doctors only see you as
one more patient. they don't feel what you
are going through and they will prescribe
you some so called antidepressants(which i
feel nothing but sedatives).i'm writing
all this here not expecting any help. But
a place where i can write hoe i feel
like.thnx for reading this people.May god
bless you all.
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 03-22-08 15:43pm
Sounds like you have some very real issues
here. Starting with depression to perhaps
Bipolar and anti-social. All which
correspond with each other. The so called
anti-depressents may be your only hope.
Not allowing yourself to be actually
diagnosed is only hurting yourself and you
life in general. All doctors are not like
that at all. I have been to some that are
like that though. And guess what? I fire
them. You have to realize that there are
some situations in our lives that we are
not able to control ourselves and really
do need the help of medication to cope
with our lives. I would not be so down on
doctors quite yet. One may just have the
answers to your problems. Put you pride in
you pocket for awhile and go seek some
help so you are able to cope with whatever
it is that is causing your issues.
