Im a 25 year old biracial female and i think i may have a problem. Unless i heavily drink or take some kind of pills, I'm very on edge and snap at any given time, especially at night. I wait all day and even count down the hours until I can drink at night, so I can relax and not be on edge. I went from being a light drinker to drinking hard whiskey and other other hard alcohol or prescription pills. When I'm drinking or high on pills, is the only time I feel relaxed. I have distanced myself from my fiance and I dont know what to do