im wondering alot of things. what happened once was i was with my girlfriend and basically i acted out a weird fantasy which ive been having for a few years where i step onto her calf so she collapses, handcuff her wrists together and do a submission sort of thing over the side of the bed. my problems arent her not enjoying it because she made clear that she liked it as much as me but i feeel really guilty for some reason and i cant get it off my mind but i want to do it again. this happened before
a while ago
im quite sure it would be rare of someone to have done something similaer but i think it would ease my stress if i kknow of someone who has or had something similar but im worried to do it again. my heads kindof crazy