Do i sound schizophrenic to you? I hear voices in my head and outside they talk to each other and me and comment on things. The narrative is mostly very loud and gets in the way of me listening to conversations. It also seems that i respond wrongly to things like when my parents ask me something and i respond they give me a weird look and are quiet for a sec and i guess then shrug it off. Im also having memory problems like me doing things and not remember them like when my parents noticed stuff wrong in the house and it obviously was me or them cause its only the 3 of us in the house. thats pretty freaky. I also have trouble remembering things in the past and i walk into rooms in my house and competly forget why i went in there or wat i was doing. I also do spend alot of time conversing with the voices and talking to myself, having full conversations that get pretty deep. I also react differently to things, like when this dude died and i should see it as messed upit was funny to me?
I also find myslef lost alot when watching tv like i can only process one thing at a time and cant keep up with the flow. I dont socialize much anymore, only when i have to for work, its too hard to have friends cause i cant keep up with things. I dont remember wat i was going to post anymore, im sorry. My name gets whispered on the outside and also in my head. It gets worse when im alone it seems like, but their there all the time in my head, telling me to do things and coming up with terrible ideas that i do and then find was a bad idea. Idk anymore. Life is just so difficult and it never used to be like this, its prolly my fault anyways but who knows i did do weird things when i was younger too. Like acting out scenes and playing all the parts myself and i was always up in my own little world. I always had one or 2 friends, not much other then that. Idk let me know your thoughts and minds.