I also find myslef lost alot when watching tv like i can only process one thing at a time and cant keep up with the flow. I dont socialize much anymore, only when i have to for work, its too hard to have friends cause i cant keep up with things. I dont remember wat i was going to post anymore, im sorry. My name gets whispered on the outside and also in my head. It gets worse when im alone it seems like, but their there all the time in my head, telling me to do things and coming up with terrible ideas that i do and then find was a bad idea. Idk anymore. Life is just so difficult and it never used to be like this, its prolly my fault anyways but who knows i did do weird things when i was younger too. Like acting out scenes and playing all the parts myself and i was always up in my own little world. I always had one or 2 friends, not much other then that. Idk let me know your thoughts and minds.