I am not asking this question to be attention seeking, but I really don't have anyone in my life I feel I can ask about this. Please answer honestly and respectfully.
I am afraid that I might have an eating disorder. I might be bulimic but I'm not sure. I don't binge. I do purge after eating, but its irregular. I do it often but not after every meal. I did purge 3 times today. When I make myself throw up after eating I tell myself "I'll do anything to be pretty". I think there is something wrong with me.
So if this is something I do often but not after everything I eat then I am bulimic? Is something wrong with me after all? I don't want to be one of those people thats like "hey, I threw up once so I'm bulimic" or "I didn't eat for a whole day so I have anorexia". I don't want to minimize what people with real, severe eating disorders go through.