hi, iam lauren and im new to the forum.
i joined because i feel like no one understands the way i feel.
i, obviously, have an eating disorder.
i have always, even since i was little, been conscious about my wieght.
but now, its really taking over my life, every second im planning out what im not going to eat.
i used to be bulimic, but i couldnt handle it, i got so grossed out lol.
but now that im starting school again, im really realizing what i have become and how my disorder is controlling me.
i hope i can get to know all of you and it would be good to just talk to some people who understand.
thanks