i'll "see" things (without really seeing them, ill just know its there) that are totally irrational, yet seem perfectly normal in my mind.
Part of me knows its not really happening, but part of me says it is.
There are things following me, I can't see them, but my mind tells me that they are there, even though they really arn't.
Its like my minds working against itself.
Half of it tells me its realy, and the other half tells me it isnt.