I can't stop it's not just pain pills it's
sleeping pills xanax anything and
everything to make me feel better.Now i'm
going to all kinds of dentist to get
pills.i just want this to end.I hate
myself.rehab is not an option no
insurance.I also self injure sometimes i
just want to end it all.I dream of this
life being over i'm so sad and lonely.The
pills are the only thing that help me feel
better.Then i run out and i go crazy.i
don't know what to do anymore.
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 03-11-08 04:33am
I feel for you because I also was addicted
to pain meds. If you can't ween yourself
down yourself, there should be some
resources out there that can offer you
some help. Life is worth living without
trying to escape the reality of it. I know
sometimes our daily lives can become so
overwhelming and we feel that medication
is the only way out in order for us to go
into a non-reality mode. But, you are only
passing up the chance for a future that
could be a good one for you. Now days with
a drug free workplace, there is a chance
you will be ranomly tested or not get a
job at all. Get back to reality and make
something of you future.
In My Thoughts,
Carrie
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fluffyarmpit
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Mar 2008 Posts: 6 Location: ,
Hope Posted: 03-11-08 20:16pm
Life is way worth living and not being
controlled by a damn pill. Luckily I have
insurance and a really awesome doctor who
is helping me out a lot. I hope you find
the same, it can only end when you say
enough is enough. I'm addicted to oxy and
going through a program to get off, you
may suffer from a psychological disorder
too which a lot of cities provide free
clinics for that. You should look into
that if money is a matter and try
something such as prozac, paxil or zoloft.
You are better than a pill, it's just the
pill is telling you otherwise. Be strong.
