Do not let your troubles determine who you are! Don't let anyone in the world define who you are! You don't have to be alone, no matter whats happened in your life. You said that you prayed, well thats good! And even when it seems our prayers are not being answered, just remember that they are heard. We all were created for a reason - and still are. Surrender your struggles and find out your true passion, thats not detrimental to your health, and push towards it. Everytime you fall, get back up. When negative thoughts fill your mind, remember that you do not have to let them stay there. Tell yourself "NO i will not let this negativity keep hurting me." Keep praying. You will notice an improvement.
Helping others with everyday needs, serving at a community outreach program, etc., are good ways to keep your mind off of your troubles and is also very rewarding.
Send me a message anytime if you need someone to talk to, take care and God bless!