Hi,
I'm totally new to this forum, and to online postings in general. I was diagnosed with depression and GAD when I was quite young, around 11 or so and began medication at 15. I have taken 5 ADs as well as Clonipin for the anxiety over the course of about 8 years. Nothing has worked terribly well. I also underwent several months of weekly therapy sessions which did nothing. Sadly, the older I get the worse my symptoms get. I'm just now starting a treatment of Deplin with the hopes that my depression is folate related.
I'm posting because I just desperately need someone to talk to. My husband, sweet though he is, is in a lengthy post-grad program which takes up all of his time. I don't like to discuss my problems with my family and friends. I really believe that there is no one in my life who understands...sounds so cliche, but it's too true in this case. The people in my life don't understand how it feels to really, truly wish for death and to be so terrified of the world that you cannot leave your bed. Anyone out there feel like lending an ear?