I am 14 years old and suffering from depression it is really hard to talk to anyone about this. my mum will listen but won't do anythink she doesn't really know how badly i am depressed no one knows i mean i try talkin to my friends about it but they won't listen they always ask me sometimes that why am i upset and i just say it doesn't matter because i always pretend to be happy outgoing but more and more i like to be on my own i hate being around my friends cause they call me dom they say that i can do better than u on a homework project so i don't bother they dnt realise how much it hurts me and all my other family calls me names they are all so stubborn except my mum but i dnt talk to her or anyone very much anymore i used to love going round my nans and talkin to her .she died one day and from then i guess life was worthless to me i been through alot of experiences through my life some that make me sick till this day but i just want some help i don't know who to go to i don't want to go to my doc and i am talkin to someone in my school but its only once a week for half an hour and we don't really talk much just bout whats been goin on in school i dnt realli tell her much about my depression that i'm think i'm ugly and that i hate going to tutor every morning and afternoon because of the bullys sometimes they hit you or throw stuff at you i'm the only one in the tutor that gets picked on everyone else sees but does nothink and the teacher does nothink all i want is some to help me or someone to talk To .