when you get that depressed, you have to do something about it.
it could be talking to close family, friends.
buying st.johns worth, or SamE to boost your serotonin levels.
the doctor here said you also have to make sure you cleanse your biles.
when it gotten that bad for me i seen a therapist, and ive taken prozac.
i would write in a journal about my feelings, and this helped a little.
i got to a support group for abused women which helps being around a lot of people who been through the same experience.