I have felt very depressed for many years and im 15. I have alot of personal problems that are causing them. I have told some friends about my depression but i just feel worse. I feel like i shouldn't be complaining. School and my family have been really hard on me and i just get so depressed. I feel like my family doesn't care about me especially my dad. I have had thoughts of suicide but i know i cant do that. Life is to precious to give up. Sometimes i feel like no one cares about me.

im 17 and i have been down for some time now. the day i was born was the day my dad ran off with another woman and now i see him once a year for 1 or 2 hours hes got his own family now so he hardly bothers with us anymore and then my mums too attatched to her religion being a jehovahs witness so shes always out leaving me at home alone shes not allowed to celebrate anythin so she hasnt spent one birthday or christmas with me which sucks . a few years ago my sister died caused by schizophrenia i miss her soo much and sometimes i feel like i should have died instead of her.she had plans for life i have nothing im not good at anything.id been hoping my life would get better but it hasnt all my relationships hav been bad i am now with a guy who has a go at me none stop it feels like my brother uses me only comes down to use my laptop then goes home and me and my other sister used to be like mum and daughter until she met another guy now she hardly ever comes only for my mum and i find it hard to talk to her the other day she didnt even say hi or bye to me but to my brother i just feel like nothing like nobody cares im dumb i feel ugly and im useless i really just want to dissapear please tell me what i can do

Well depression is really worst thing.you should consult a psychiatrist.he will be the best person to judge your situation.

It is very important to discuss these problems you are having with your family or a good friend. Or go contact a doctor for help. It will not help you to keep this to yourself. Also what might help is if you searched for an EFT Therapist (Emotional Freedom Therapy).