Hi, you don't know me nor have I ever spoken to you before.
But I stumbled across you because I literally typed into google "Suicidal and depressed" and I guess you can tell how I've ended up here now.
You seem like a really nice person, and someone who is approachable, and in my situation there is nobody like that.
I dunno... I just never feel content with how my life is. I'm never happy, im constantly tired I always feel like I should be making the most of my life as im 21 ... but there isn't anyone around. I'm so lonely
I wouldn't even know where to start to explain how unsatifised I am with life... but if this is all I got (which is to spend time alone, then I'd rather just kill myself as whats the point in staying alive alone/bored/upset whilst everyone else is out enjoying themselves, im just a burden that doesn't need to exist anymore.
I dont know who to turn to, im so afraid of my future... all I see is failure, loneliness, unfulfilled and unhappiness
go and see your doctor, depression in young adults is very common and very easy to treat.
As you have posted here it is obvious you know somethings wrong, but a talk with your doctor or maybe even a counciller will help you no end.
What you must always remember is, depression WILL go away, you just need a little help and support