Okay, i might as well start at the beginning.... im 17, just turned 17 on march 6th, my mother died in september, I was at work, came home and found her dead in her room from a heart attack. Ever since then i have been living with my cousin. I haven't talked to anyone about my feelings, just kept them bottled up. Well, yesturday i randomly went through my cousins phone, because i know her boyfriend doesn't like me and i wanted to see if they talked about me, and there was messages between them of her boyfriend basically saying he hated me, hated me living in his house, and was sick of living with me. He also was talking my cousin into, and im quoting him on this one " Kicking his ass out" After viewing this and telling my cousin about i offered to move out with a friend of mine who is getting a house... I get 700 $ a month from SS, and i work part time...What should i do? Should i try to stay at my cousins? Move out? Im so depressed...i already tried killing myself by taking 14 pain killers... It didn't work, all i did was get sick ... A weak attempt i know, but im not man enough to slit my wrist or jump out of my window.... i need some help, im so depressed and confused...Please, someone talk to me...someone give me advice...anybody