Some of you would by now have heard of my bad accident-experience on Wednesday...and then the Marfans & Mitral-valve dx on Thursday...
I was way too calm up untill Friday night. I was trying to relax (go figure) and get my mind off of ALL that has happened to me during the week. I decided to watch some T.V. and wouldn't you know it, there was a Movie on with accidents and cars flying through the air...
Needless to say, the imagery triggered my sub-concious and I was basically in a bad state of anxiety for the next hour or so.
I couldn't breathe, was shaking, had heart-palpatations, had goosebumps (even tho I was burning up) and just basically couldn't (or didn't want to) move. All-in all not a very pleasant experience.
After that, the flood-gates just opened and I bauled my eyes out
I think the worste of the shock has now passed...although at times I feel my self still somehow being drawn into a "shocked" state. I would get just a "glimpse" of this white car flying towards me and then just *FLASH* I would start hyperventilating...
I don't know about the dx yet tho...it's still a "blank-expression, stare into space and drool" kinda feeling...I guess my brain has put that on the back-burner while trying to cope with the accident shock...
Just thaught I would share this experience...
I also know that shock affects every person differently...but how does one know when one is truely over it?
Regards
Seraph