06-30-08- i wrote a new topic called slowly recovering. id been cut free for a while. Im sad to say that as of 10-23-08 im no longer cut free i feel so dumb for doing it but its like the first time all over again its all i think about. I want help i don't want to do this anymore i was doing so good, but now im just setting back hiding my wounds and hoping no one sees them and asks about them. I cut the top of my feet no one ever sees me without socks and shoes i feel scared that if i ask for help or talk to someone about it that they will talk to my boyfriend and i love him more than anything and i dont want to see him worry or anything someone please help