I was a cutter 15 years ago and now it has returned in the past 4to6 months badly
Posted by Smka16 35 minutes ago
I realize I need help due to a bad chilhood and being molested by my grandfather I started cutting from middle school to years after high school I saw a phicoligist during high school and maybe a few years after I got married my husband chris and I have been married scince march of 1998 we have 2 butiful girl one 7 in the first grade the other 5 who will be starting kindagarden next year but anyhow the cutting started back about 4-6 months ago my husband and best friend have stood by my side all along I have went as far as trying some drugs to cover the depression so about 2 weeks ago I started realizing I needed to get out side help but that is something very hard for me to do I can not bring myself to opening up to a stranger but now I am about 10 days away because I had to book the appontment almost a month in advance now I am afraid if I keep this appontment how much and when can a psyciatrist bring in a outside party and is there a chance if I go to this appontment I could lose my girls I need help should I keep this appontment or not?