Q: Cutting and feeling unloved
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lostatsea
on April 13th, 2009
New User
I've been cutting for a while now and it does help calm my emotions so that I can make it throught the remainder of the day/week/whatever. But there has to be something else. I don't know what to do. Friends are nonexistant, feeling love is something you only find in fairytales. Sometimes I am filled with extremely strong, painful emotions so I cut to help calm me and make my pain more understandable and easier to deal with. Sometimes I will feel nothing and cut to bring myself back into reality. There has to be life beyond this. There has to be something to do besides cut. I've read that you should tell someone that you cut, but I one of the reasons I started cutting is because I'm alone and unloved in the world. The one person that I could consider a friend has pushed me away. It broke my heart. I thought things couldn't get worse but they did. I don't have anyone to talk to, anyone to listen, any one at all. I just don't know what to do besides cut.
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