I am 20 years old and I have been smoking weed for like a year now and ive noticed that it affects me differently than other people. I smoke like once a week or sometimes have binges and do it everyday for like a week or two then stop. Anyways i've noticed that i act a lot more "crazy" when i am high than others do.
All of my friends are able to keep their composure and act fairly normal even when the are high. I find myself being completely belligerent and acting crazy and even though I know im acting crazy I cant stop myself. I pretty much act like a little kid and it really embarrassing but i cant help it. I act like a different person and have crazy thoughts when im high. I know your probably thinking that this is normal and im just whinning but i see my friends and other people who smoke with me and i am a lot more belligerent than they are. Even when i try my hardest to act normal i cant. I always see weird visual hallucinations and have weird thoughts, even at low doses of weed.
I have also noticed that i tend to act like this for hrs after the other kids have "sobered up". And even when i am sobered up i still act a bit strange for like a day after i smoke, which has been noticed by my friends and family as well so i know that its just not me and im not being parinoid about this.
Does anyone know if smoking weed can surface some type of mental disorders that you have. Like can weed bring out the symptoms of a mental disorder?