Craziness

I hardly ever post really unlessi have something important to update on. But well I got a job at subway here on base, we get paid tax free too cuz we are contractors not employees so thats nice, my first day was today. I didnt even feel like it was my first day of work, i felt like i was on like a 4 yr vacation and went back to work lol. cuz ive worked there before.
When i got home i called my mom to say hey and stuff . Then I was like i started my job today and she slike OH emersons in the hospital, he is my brother, evidently on thursday he tried to overdose on his xanax. He felt like hsi life was pointless, he had no gf no car no goals etc. SO he figured he would do that, so he just kept taking pill after pill, Then he started feeling sleepy and dry heaving and was hysterical so he called my mom and told her. He did call 911 also then my mom got a ride home asap, luckily he wasnt unconsious (sp) or anything, thats what she was expecting to come home to. THey did blood work at the hospital etc. He is fine now doing ok, but he is at the mental hospital in tampa. He cant leave until the dr sees him. He wanted to leave the regular hospital and he told the receptionist he was leaving but they bakeracted him , mostly because if they did that the county would pay his bill and whose to say he was mentally stable to leave. As of right now he is still there waiting to see the dr. I dont know what to think say or do on the situation, I just wanna talk to him when he gets back home , But wow. Just wow thats all I can say, im sooo glad he didnt suceeed. Im always afraid id get a call from my mom saying he killed himself just becuase of how depressed he is and all, Ill try and type more tomorow or something but i gotta go to bed i gotta work tomorow! But glad hes fine and everythings ok now but just scary stuff.