hi,im a 15 year old female,i kinda want to ask something thats been on my mind for a while but havent because i didnt want to sound like a hypercondriac or like i was over thinking things.but lately my symptoms seem to be getting worse.i have actually allways felt like there could be something not quite right but now im afraid i could be bipolar.
this started when i turned 14 i started to change,at first it was nothing just the usually teenage things.but now,2 years later things are bad im im getting worried,i found out that my parents even thought i might be taking drugs.
iv been having extreme feelings of depression over the most small of things,things that matter dont anymore,iv become extremely distant from everyone,and i have gained alot of weight the past 2 years.also iv have been having terrible dreams that are to horrible to even say,i have also been thinking alot about death.i even started cutting myself after getting depressed from listening to a song.these ideas just started running wild in my head,as if that was my life,and i couldnt help but start crying uncontrolably.
what worried me the most and made me start to think was my short temper and bad judgement.
im worried and not sure what to do or even how to tell this kind of stuff to my parents.i dont want them to think im saying i could be bipolar to act like a drama queen.
any advise?