Correct schizophrenia diagnosis ?

perhaps go and see another doctor to get a second opinion.

I would, but hes suppose to be the best doctor in the state...

he says i have enough negative symtoms to make a diagnosis flattened mood,dysphoria, social and ocuppational dysfunction....he also thinks i have a thought disorder, which i dont believe.... becuase i have no problems with the expression of language or any of the other things listed under "thought disorder" i did have one phycotic episode 3 years ago... and when i was institutionilized i felt like i got significantly worse....i also feel like my father has some sort of control over me sexualy... which is present in a "delusion" about my neck.... also I was molested as a child...

im currently taking abilify,clonazepam, and merpidine( or sumthing like that....its used to treat deppresion)

I would, but hes suppose to be the best doctor in the state...

he says i have enough negative symtoms to make a diagnosis flattened mood,dysphoria, social and ocuppational dysfunction....he also thinks i have a thought disorder, which i dont believe.... becuase i have no problems with the expression of language or any of the other things listed under "thought disorder" i did have one phycotic episode 3 years ago... and when i was institutionilized i felt like i got significantly worse....i also feel like my father has some sort of control over me sexualy... which is present in a "delusion" about my neck.... also I was molested as a child...

im currently taking abilify,clonazepam, and merpidine( or sumthing like that....its used to treat deppresion)

I'd say the delusion you have regarding your father is one of the reasons your doc thinks you have schitophrenia. I am not a doc though but I have suffered a psychotic episode yrs ago also.

I'm sorry to hear about what happened to you as a child. have you had any sort of therapy for this?

ya... its delusional in terms of what others would view as "normal".... but i know its very real.... i abused amphetamines for a while away from my father,when he came to get me he tried to employ some connection to me while i was in the psychotic state... an abnormal bond was made through this... and it hasnt been getting any better... now i have to choose between living at home in this "delusion" or going into a phych unit again where i feel id get worse.... im also confident me being molested by my bother has sumthing to do with it....

guess thats the price i pay for abusing drugs eh.....

the fact that i can diffirentiate whats real and not... means i know whats wrong but im not in the position to do anything about it.... therefore the doc wants to zombie me out.... fck that i should be able to live normaly... im in control here i just need the money to get my own place have a gf and live normaly and get the f outta this situation... but how the f am i suppose to make any money....ive tried working its difficult... due to my symtoms... i have to like win the lottery or sumthing...