This forum has been super useful to find out more about TMJ and to hear about the trials and tribulations of TMD sufferers. However, I have not found a post with my particular condition and the gnawing urge to crack/pop my jaw.
I have been struggling with TMD for almost a decade now. It has become truly debilitating... At first, the pain was tolerable (even ignorable) and so I rarely bothered to wear my occlusional splint (mouth guard). However, in time, things have gotten worse and in recent weeks, the pain has become unbearable. I have the constant urge to crack my jaw every 20 seconds it seems, which only provides very temporary relief by shifting my jaw to the right in order to crack my left TM joint. This makes a painful grating/scraping sound and I'm sure is only putting undue pressure on an already sensitive joint. I've tried everything to resist the urge to crack but the pain becomes intolerable after just a few minutes of concentrating on not cracking. In the end, I can't help but end up cracking it. It's gotten to the point where I am making that same involuntary jaw movement hundreds of times a day, without even realizing it. I am really scared that it is going to become a permanent (and very painful and ugly) tic!
To make matters worse, I'm actually in rural Madagascar at the moment and here for another 6 weeks on a work mission. As you can imagine, I am more than reluctant to go see a local dentist here and so I'm looking for any temporary solutions to ease the pain until I get home. I just want to ensure that I do not make things any worse by waiting a few more weeks/months to see a dentist.
I have a customized night guard with me, which I've started to wear again at night the last few days. It doesn't seem to be helping much with the pain during the day though and I've also read on some other posts that night guards can be harmful for TMD, if you've managed to grind through the material. Does anyone know if that's actually the case? I'm a heavy grinder, I think, and literally at my wits end, going crazy trying to resist not cracking my jaw.
If there's any advice from anyone on how to resist the urge to crack one's jaw, I am all ears! I've tried everything from meditation to yoga to facial massages, with ice packs and hot compresses in between.... PLEASE HELP!!!!! I'm far from home and desperate for solutions