hi to all the respected members of this forum who tried their best to give a new life to an individual..

I am 22 year old male in a very terrible. I dont want to live ne more, coz because of my addiction to cough syrup.... ITs been more than 1 year that i had been into it.. Frankly speaking i had tried many time to quit it but was unsuccessful. This must be because that drug called codeine (which is there in the cough syrup which gives a high, relief from ne kind of stress) i think now my body is prone to it and needs it if i dont take it.... i had tired to withdraw from it but some how i was not able to win over withdrawal symptoms like bad ache in my feet, frustration, not able to concentrate and etc..... Now its too much now i cannot cheat my parents any more, when i think that how was i in past, its totally different me now. And somehow i dont want to live with this addiction any more, it would be better to die rather to live with that addiction. I really feel guilty, its like firstly u do all those caca things which i knw was not right and would trouble me physically and mentally..... I want to concentrate towards my higher studies but this addiction had totally ruined my life.....i want to get rid of it at ne cost.... I had very big hope from this forum members that they would help me and i promise that i will not touch that caca again. Please respected members as you are experts please please help me, please suggest me something or some medicines which would ease the withdrawal symptom of it..... I tried b4 also b4 nd was unsuccessful because i never took any kind of advice from any expert.. I dont want to put my parents down in front of the society just because me, i am really short of words to express my worry and concern towards this..... I really hope that i will get a new life with the help of this Forum. i promise i wld be 110% honest and will not hide any thing......because it is just destroying me.
i am ready to follow all the instruction, as i want 2 rediscover myself, original me is lost somewhere and at any cost i had to search for it by hook or crook...... So respected members please please help....!!!!

Rediscovering Myself