Hello people of ehealth forum
This is kind of a last resort before going to a real doctor. I'll try to explain as thorough as possible.
It first started about 2-3 years ago. When I was falling asleep I could see real clear images in front of my eyes, these were so clear I could not tell the difference if my eyes were open or not. When I then accidentally opened my eyes I was really startled because I already thought they were open. I thought this was because I was between awake and dream and everybody had these, but things have changed. Now sometimes when I close my eyes in the day I can see memories and things I think about very clearly in a visual way, they really are in front of my eyes, but then I doubt myself if my eyes are open or not and when I then open them I get startled again (I don't know another word for startled because english is not my native language, but it is very intense, my heartrate increases really fast and I get alot of adrenaline). These changes have been occuring only recently (last 6 months) and have been increasing. They are starting to interfere with my abilities to drive a car and hold my concentration, so a real solution has to be found soon for me. I don't know if this could really be a serious issue or even if it is a mental issue or something on my visual cortex... I just hope someone here can give me some insight in this condition.
Maybe some usefull information:
- I have taken psycedelic drugs but always responsably and with a period of 6 months between them.
- I am 23 years old, the condition started about when I was 19 and has increased alot the last 6 months
- There is no history of mental illness in my family whatsoever
- My physical condition is excellent and do not feel more unhappy or anything