chronicles of getting over an ex Posted: 06-08-08 01:42am
So... I found a Youtube video of Ex's
piece. If he knows of it, why he chose not
to share is obvious. If he knows not of
it, I'm certainly not going to direct it
to his attention. He also won a University
competition, which he decided not to blog
about, and which why he chose not to share
is obvious. I've deleted what remains of
our correspondence from my Sent box, and
removed %u201CName of piece%u201D from my
Downloads folder. Somehow, I can't seem to
bring myself to delete his text message
from my cell, but all in due course I'm
sure. I would delete our ONE picture
together, but it is permanently burned
onto a disk that I simply cannot yet
discard at this point in time. I listen to
a friend's video on the %u201C40 things
every woman should know%u201D almost on a
daily/nightly basis to help me from
falling all over again. The thought had
occurred to me to ask him for personal
experience stories about
CertainUniversity, since I am entertaining
applying there once my braces have come
off, but that is simply out of the
question now.
He is a detestable man, and I cannot
believe I was ever in love with him. I
cannot believe I ever spoke the words
%u201CI greatly admire and respect you,
both as a musician and as a person, and I
always will.%u201D I cannot believe that I
ever thought the words %u201CI love
you.%u201D I cannot believe that a part of
me will always hold on to these feelings,
because, let's face it, a part of me
really always will. But I am tired of
giving and giving so generously and
getting nothing in return. No wonder I
succumbed to depression: I was completely
depleted of myself, I gave so much to him
that I lost all of me and even ventured
into the negative space that I didn't
realize existed or was possible. Well, I
shall do that no more. NO MORE GIVING.
No more.
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pizzadude
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We need to look up into sky and hope... Posted: 08-27-08 00:32am
Hi,
I know exactly what you are going
through...I'm in the same situation but
now the girl of my dreams has just told me
that she has a new boyfriend, and it tears
my soul apart, I just can't delete from my
life, I want to but on the other hand, I'm
afraid that I'll suffer more...
the reason why we broke up was never clear
and I never really knew why, it was all
stupid. And sometimes, I wished I never
met her, because I was giving giving
giving...hell I travelled France (I live
in France) for that girl 'cause she lived
a long way from me....and she never wanted
to come over to my house and see my
world.
And I know what you're felling right now
but if we didn't exist, then there will be
a few less passionate people in the
world...Love itself needs people like us
to find each other so one can give and so
can the other...that is what love is
about...giving so much knowing that the
other won't ever crush your
heart....unfortunately mine did...
hope this helps...
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worriedauzzi
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Posted: 08-27-08 01:52am
The best way to get over someone is to get
under someone new. Especially if that
someone new is a friend of the ex's.
Because we all want what we can't have, so
if they see you with someone else
(especially a friend of theirs) they will
want you back.
Honestly this is true. I dumped an ex bf
had no feelings for him at all, then my so
called friend kissed him, and it was like
I immediatly wanted him back. It didn't
last for long, because then when I got him
back I remembered why I didn't like him in
the first place. ANYWAY ...
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pizzadude
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yep. Posted: 08-27-08 05:26am
yeah, but....is it really revenge that she
must have?
because i don't think it is wise to use
someone to get back at the ex...it will
hurt the one your dating, your ex for
seeing you like tgat and yourself knowing
that you're going to feel sorry for the
guy you're going out with, knowing that
he's gonna get dumped.
