.... I'm really scared.... so scared that I can't sleep. Since the age of 17 I have had chronic UTI's, never have had a steady monthly.... and am hypoglycemic. At the age of 21 I started having unbearable pain ...... like a huge cramp..... that makes you not even want to move.... I would have them for about an hr.... it almost felt like a explosion in me..... my rectum, vagina and stomach.... would hurt so bad ... that I would cry..... Sex seemed to trigger it...... SO I stopped have sex.... and started to fear it...... this started to happen 9 months ago...... two months ago the pain started to come on by itself....... If I would of had medical insurance I would of seen a doc asap..... I finally have medical insurance..... I payed a visit to the doc....... I explained my pain .... endometriosis runs in my family.... so I figured maybe this is what I have....... Friday I found out I have HPV......................... I was shocked........ I have only had two sexual partners..... my high-school sweet heart and my now boyfriend.................... I didn't even expect to have HPV........ NOW I AM SO SCARED.........that I may have cervical cancer, instead of what I assumed to be endometriosis ...... do these symptoms point to it....... I have just had a pap.... getting ready for for further testing....... I have very low energy ( for the past 7 months), I do have spotting, when I have that killer cramp.... it hurts my rectum, vagina, ... my whole mid section... to the point of me not moving for an hr, I do not have a regular period, I am hypoglycemic, i am always constipated.... even though I am a health nut ...... I have such a hard time using the restroom, I have chronic UTI's.............. I am reaching out because the Doc I have, I feel doesn't care, before first meeting her...... I could hear her happy next door helping a soon to be mother, I heard her leave the room and flipping through my chart...... she got angry at her medical staff..... and said ........ I do not want to see these type of patients............ by the time she came in my room she was an hour and a half late.......then she opened the door smiled at me and introduced herself........... her staff is awful and left my results on my VM a month after my pap..... this was only after I called 100 times............. finally when I did talk to someone ...... they were reading another patients chart...... telling me I had a MRI......... I told her wrong patient........... I am scheduled 6 weeks out for my coreoscopy............. I have already scheduled a 2nd opinion with another doc, which is 2 weeks out................. Meanwhile I am just waiting..... and freaking out................. I know the mind is powerful.... and sometimes I feel like maybe I am just freaking out for no reason............ but I DO NOT FEEL WELL........ I AM SO SCARED............ I AM SO AFRAID I HAVE CANCER and because I have these crazy pains ........ I fill like maybe it has spread to my rectum and stomach........... IF I DIDN'T HAVE THESE PAINS.... I don't think I would be so worried........ I feel like I am discomfort about 70% of the time............ do any of you have endometriosis and hpv??? I feel like because I went into the Doc's office and told her I think I may have endometriosis ...... she is just going with it..... there has been no testing....... meanwhile .... I could really have cancer.......... sorry..... I know I am freaking out....