Hi, I'm completely new to this forum, so have spent some time reading others inspirational posts, before plucking up the courage to post my own story.
I had an accident several years ago, a fall from a third storey window (approx. 25ft), deadweight, onto concrete surface, I was unconscious for several hours and woke up in hospital, and was told I had broken my back, I had the worst night of my life painwise, and at one point was (as described by the nurses) projectile vomiting, while also trying to remain flat, the spasms and electric shocks in my spine that night before surgery was a hell like I've never experienced before.
I was later told that my MRI showed an unstable burst T12 fracture, and I'd need surgery to stabilise my spine.
I had emergency surgery the next day, which seemed to alleviate the problems, however this didn't last long, I was discharged several days after the surgery, and things seemed OK for a while. However 2 to 3 months after being dishcharged I started having severe pains in my lower back and lower extremities, from the waist down.
On my post op follow up appointment and MRI they said that I had "marked degeneration of the spine, failure of segmentation of the lumbosacral junction, hemivertebra at T12 as well as fracture at this level, Limbus Vertebra at L3, Dystrophic Facet Joints, schmorls nodes throughout, fusion of the T11 to L2 for the burst fracture"
My surgeon hasn't been very forthcoming in explaining what all this means for my spine, and the implications for my mobility, other than to say that I wouldn't have much of a bum after the surgery.
As I say I've since seen my pain increase significantly, I told the surgeon this prior to the MRI being done, and afterwards he was eager for me to have the instrumentation removed, and booked me in for surgery to remove the metalwork, which was done by a different surgeon who noted on my discharge notes, that the metalwork was displaced.
Ever since then I've seen a continual deterioration of my difficulties, with pain from my waist all the way down to my feet, with loss of sensation as well. It feels like my legs aren't there or won't work properly & only move from memory of how to move them rather than actually moving like they used to.
I']m currently on morphgesic (slow release morphine) & oramorph (immediate acting morphine), as well as the usual antiinflammatories & paracetemol, for the pain, and diazapam as a muscle relaxant, though this doesn't help with the underlying disability it helps a little with the worst of the pain, bringing me to about a 5/10 on a good day, and 7/10 on the bad days.
I've since seen 2 seperate surgeons, with one saying I have developed thoracic kyphoscoliosis, and the other saying I also have lumbar hyperlordosis, hip flexion contracture.
As well as my mobility, this is also embarassingly causing bowel and urinary incontinence, and completely put an end to my sex life.
I'm 36 years old and feel as though I'm an 80 year old, I'm at my wits end, the waiting times to see a specialist here in the UK makes things worst, with average wait times between appointments of 40 to 60 weeks, just to be seen...!!!
Was just wondering if there's anyone else out there who has had any similar experiences who can offer some hope for a future improvement...?