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I think I have HIV, but I am really scared this is what happened:
I met this charming guy and had unprotected encounters with him, I will explain, basically we met up and he bought me alot of alcohol next thing I know we're outside and he is inserting his erect penis with no condom on into my vagina, being a virgin prior to this he didnt get in, it really hurt, I was close to passing out I was that drunk, next thing I know I am in his apartment and we're trying again but again he didnt get very far into my vagina, the thing is, he didn't ejaculate in me but I am wary because of the pre-cum that could have mixed with my fluids and now I am infected.
Soon after I developed a sore throat, I was constantly urinating a dark dark yellow urine and I had diarheaa every day. I even noticed a weird discharge coming out of my clitoris but not my vagina and it now feels irritated. A few days later I started to burn up, I had terrible fever and hot flushes, I had AC on but couldnt even feel it, I lost my appetite and kept having loose stools. About 7 days later exactly, I felt so faint and hot I had to go to the A&E, they told me I had a viral bug and I was very dehydrated but my blood tests looked fine, they put me on a drip and gave me paracetomol for my fever and sent me home. I felt much better, that night I drank 2 litres straight, since then my urine has returned to its natural colour (transparent)
Since then my throat got worse, thrush developed on my tongue and I still had fever, I went to the GP who told me I had a throat infection and put me on antibiotics, now I am suffering from night sweats and I think I have ARS, I am scared as hell, my 21st birthday is in a month and I dont even know what to do. The diarheaa has stopped but I have noticed a rash on my arms, and I received a text message from my GUM clinic asking me to call them to talk about my screening results. I am certain they are going to tell me some bad news, I just need help evaluating my risk, please.
I don't know how I am going to handle finding out I am positive, the anxiety is killing me, I am certain I must have lost alot of weight, Today is 16 days post exposure. My biggest fear is that this man had AIDs and his penis' contact with my vagina has caused me to contract HIV hence the violent reaction my body had in a short period of time,please help me