can't take much more

Are you bipolar? Or is your spouse?
Please tell us whats wrong i will try to help the best I can. It will help to vent.

i am very much bipolar and things happened all at once ready to explode just don't know how much more i can take

are you on medication? maybe you could make an emergency call to your psychiatrist and see what he or she can do for you today. If you need to talk feel free to PM me. Im not bipolar but my spouse is..so maybe I could help.

on med just seen med doc yesterday, just a lot of issue came at once. losing my ssi now i have to figure out where we are going to live and survive

Hope you are doing ok since your last post. Your anxiety levels are very high which is making your feel so out of sorts. One day at a time.